【造物能量】做出明确的决定

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造物能量-做出明确的决定

Dear Ones,
亲爱的
You are exhausted and perhaps a bit angry. This is not how you anticipated you would feel now or ever again. Even though you are prepared for your new life, you are experiencing a time between.
你很累，也许还有点愤怒。这不是你预期你会感到的。即使你为新的生活做好了准备，你正在体验中间地段
You are neither of 3D or fully beyond 3D. So your thoughts flow between “I should” to “I don’t want to” to “But if I don’t, will I be alone?” Frightening thoughts for many. Encouraging, even forcing you to make decisions you feel too tired to make.
你既不是3D的也并未完全超越3D。所以你的思想在“我应该”到“我不想要”到“但如果我不，我会孤身一人吗？”之间流动。对许多人来说的可怕想法。鼓励、甚至迫使你去做出你感到难以去做出的决定
You have the energy to perform a few tasks around the house or maybe greet a few friends, but not much more. Yet, you push yourself to do more, to be as you once were filled with energy and ideas.
你有精力去围绕着房子做一些事情或者迎接一些朋友，但无法做很多。但，你迫使自己去做更多，去变得和曾经充满精力和想法的那样
Even though it might feel counter-intuitive, your basic responsibility now is rest. The energies floating about for the next few days will take more of your energy than you thought possible. This last month of your calendar year is a culmination of all that has happened throughout the year. The same has been true in past years – especially since you initiated your transition – but the energies of this December are more forceful and dramatic than any you have experienced while of the earth in any lifetime.
即使这感觉起来不可思议，你现在的基本职责就是休息。接下来几天漂浮的能量会消耗你比你认为的还要多的精力。上个月是这一年所有发生之事的顶点。对过去几年来说也一样---尤其从你开始你的转变以来---但这个十二月的能量会比你在地球上任何生世体验过的更加强力和戏剧性
That is not to say you will become ill or leave earth because of these dramatic December energies, but instead that you will not have the energy you expect every year at this time.
这不是说你会生病或离开地球，出于戏剧性的十二月能量，而是你不会拥有你在每年的这个时候认为会拥有的精力
Others, not awakening or awake, will pooh-pooh your need for rest. You, the party person, wanting to be home and drinking hot chocolate. You, the giving person, not having the energy to host anyone this year. So, those yet of 3D will try to force you and others into a 3D routine that is comfortable for them – but exhausting for you.
其他人，不管有没有醒来，会嘲笑你需要休息。你，以往喜欢狂欢的人，想要呆在家里，喝热巧克力。你，喜欢付出的人，今年没精力去招待任何人。所以，那些3D的人会试图迫使你和他人进入对他们来说舒适的3D常规---但对你来说是令人疲惫的
It is time to listen to your heart. Do you have the energy or the need to be the life of the party, the caretaker, the shoulder to cry on, the shopper, the food preparer, the decorator, or money giver as you have in the past? If so, that is wonderful. But if not, honor yourself. Most of all, trust yourself.
是时候聆听你的心。你是否有精力或需求去成为狂欢者、照看者、被依靠的肩膀、购物者、准备食物者、装饰者、或给钱的人，就像过去那般？如果是，那很好。如果不是，荣耀自己。最重要的，相信自己
You have transitioned beyond group think UNTIL that group think includes holiday expectations and guilt. For indeed, those used to your holiday preparations and concerns will expect you to comply this year with the added guilt of “We need you to create the bond we are used to because this year has been so uncomfortable.” Many of you will comply. Not because you want to or have the energy to do so, but because those shoulds outweigh your sovereignty, your trust in yourself.
你已经转变超越群体思维，直到那个群体思维包含节日的期望和内疚。因为确实，那些习惯了你的节日准备和关心的人会期待你今年也去做（添加给你“我们需要你去创造我们习惯的东西，因为这一年是如此令人不舒服”的内疚感）。你们许多人会去做。不是因为你想要或有精力去做，而是因为那些“应该”压过了你的主全，你对自己的信任
The fear that no one will like you if you do not comply with their needs will reign supreme for many of you. Buying love through the financial or physical draining of your resources will continue until you say, “NO” to yourself and others. You can no longer be partially 3D.
如果你不去按照别人的需求做他们就会不喜欢你的恐惧会统至你们许多人。通过财物或物理消耗你的资源来获得爱会继续直到你对自己和他人说“不”。你不能再偏袒3D
This year, 2020, was your year of discovering you and what you need despite temptations to create what others need as you have done for 3D eons.
这一年，2020，是发现自己和你需要什么的一年，尽管会被诱惑去创造他人需要的，就像你在3D中做了恒久的
If you continue to fulfill others’needs before doing so for yourself, you will create emotional and physical barriers for yourself. Catering to others’ needs before yours is now similar to touching a hot stove. You will burn yourself either physically or emotionally.
如果你在满足自己的需求之前不断去满足他人的需求，你会为自己创造情感和物理上的障碍。在满足自己的需求之前满足他人的就像触摸一个热炉。你会在物理上或情感上烫伤自己
Many of you dislike that last paragraph because you believe it means taking away your freedom to be. Instead, it is creating your freedom to be. If it is your role to serve others, you will feel joyous doing so. But if the very thought feels heavy and carrying it out is exhausting or creates some physical ailment, you are, in a sense, touching a hot stove.
你们许多人不喜欢最后一句话，因为你认为这意味着拿走了你去成为的自由。相反，它创造了你去成为的自由。如果你的角色是去服务他人，你会感到这么做的喜悦。但如果这样的想法感觉起来沉重，做起来累人或创造了一些身体疾病，那么在某种意义上，你就在摸热炉
You are different. Allow that thought to be. Then allow that others may also be different. So informing those with expectations of you being the caretaker or party maker may create a divide – or be completely acceptable.
你不一样了。允许这个想法。然后允许他人也不一样了。所以告知那些希望你成为照看者或派对建造者的人可能会创造一个分歧---或完全的接纳
It is your choice. Do you wish to sacrifice your emotional or physical health for others, or do you wish to claim yourself? The last few days of 2020 will clarify that concept for you as 3D expectations clash with your new being. Who are you? Or better yet, who do you wish to be? For this is the dividing line, many thought they would never have to cross.
这是你的选择。你希望为了他人牺牲自己的情感或身体健康吗？还是你希望宣称自己？2020的最后几天会为你澄清这个概念，随着3D的期望与你新的存在不协调一致。你是谁？或者说，你希望成为谁？因为这是分界线，许多人认为他们永远不需要去跨越的分界线
Some of you are declaring to yourself that you can do holiday preparations a bit at a time and so continue to meet your rest needs and others’ expectations. So you might. But at what cost to you? That is your decision. And this is most definitely decision time. So be it. Amen.
你们一些人对自己说你可以做一点点节日的准备，这样可以继续满足你休息的需求以及他人的期望。所以你可能会去做。但以什么为代价？这是你的决定。这是做出明确决定的时间。就是如此。

原文：https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/
传导：Brenda Hoffman
译者：NickChan