【造物能量】模棱两可

明曲

造物能量-模棱两可

Dear Ones,
亲爱的
You know what you do not want but only have a nebulous sense of what you do want. And when pieces of that nebulous something appear, you discount it as not quite right.
你知道你不想要什么但关于你想要什么只有模糊的感知。当那个模糊的东西的碎片出现，你把它贬低为不正确的东西
You feel alone.
你感到孤独
Even though you can easily access what used to be, you have difficulties being alone and being with others. You feel isolated and crushed at the same time. Where is your new life?
即使你可以轻松访问曾经的东西，你也难以独处和与他人相处。你感到被孤立以及被捣碎。你的新生活在哪里？
You are flowing into your new life just as was true in your young-teen and teen years. In those 3D stages, you felt awkward and often alone while surrounded by others. You felt you did not belong because of your inner turmoil of discovering 3D adulthood and interactions with those who were not quite right for you.
你在流入你的新生活，就像青少年时的那样。在那些3D阶段，你在被他人包裹的同时经常感到尴尬，孤独。你感到你不属于这里，出于“发现3D的成人状态以及与那些对你来说不合适的人交互”导致的不安
So it is now. You are rapidly moving through similar phases – feeling awkward in this phase, wishing you were in a more advanced stage.
所以现在就是这样。你在快速通过类似的阶段---在这个阶段感到尴尬，希望处于更加先进的阶段
You will advance beyond your current stage within days. But you cannot yet believe such is so. Because you think you are isolated in this never-never land, you feel morose and angry at yourself and the world.
你会在几天内超越你当前的阶段。但你还不相信会这样。因为你认为你与世隔绝地处于一个孤岛中，你感到郁闷，对世界和自己生气
These unpleasant feelings are a short phase.
这些不令人愉快的感受是短暂的阶段
Before your transition, you had a full life interacting with those who fulfilled parts of you, but never completely. The 3D element you were missing was a connection to the Universes.
在你转变之前，你的生活中充满了能部分满足你的人，但从不会完全满足。你丢失的3D元素是与宇宙的一个连接
Now that you have opened your Universal connections, you feel isolated in your 3D interactions. Nothing that was of 3D is quite right, yet you yearn for the 3D fulfillment you once felt. At the same time, you sense a Universal churning of sensations within you – something you likely felt through your toddler years but negated once you became 3D socialized.
现在你已经打开你的宇宙连接，你在3D的交互中感到孤立。没什么3D的东西是完全正确的，但你渴望你曾经感到的3D满足。与此同时，你在内在感到一个翻腾---你可能在孩童时期感到过的但一旦进入社会就被否定了
In a sense, you are now feeling as guilty about interacting with 3D friends, relatives, and acquaintances as you once did opening your Universal being in your 3D world. Such is to be expected. For according to your 3D world, you have gone to the weird side. A dilemma as significant as when you realized as an infant or toddler that your Universal connections were wrong.
在某种意义上，你现在对“与3D的朋友、亲戚、熟人交互感到内疚”。这是意料之中的。因为根据3D世界，你变得奇怪了。一个进退两难的境地
You are foregoing what you knew in 3D and have yet to claim yourself fully in your new world. Such will happen within days. Even so, this void time remains uncomfortable for you have difficulties believing you will access that new world in your current state. Similar to how pre-teen you felt as you observed your older siblings initiating their passages into more mature adulthood. Most of you questioned your ability to complete that transition even though that is what you desired. So it is now. It is as if you are looking through an unbreakable window at the life you wish for but do not have the resources within you to remove that window.
你在放弃你在3D中所知的但还未完全在新世界中宣称自己。这会在几天内发生。即便如此，这个空白期依旧是不舒服的，因为你难以在你当前的状态相信你能够访问那个新的世界。类似于十二三岁的孩子看到哥哥姐姐准备进入更加成熟的成年人生活时拥有的感受。你们大多数人不认为自己有能力完结这个转变，即使这是你渴望的。现在就是这样。好似你在通过一个牢不可破的窗户看向你希望的生活，但没有工具去移除那个窗户
You will remove that window when it is time for you to do so.
你会在恰当的时机移除那个窗户
Do you remember how you envied those friends who found romantic interactions years before you? How you pined for something similar but did not seem to have the right words or actions to attract that certain someone? So it is for you now. You want to be someone who knows who they are, what they want, and how to obtain it.
你还记得你有多羡慕那些比你早很多年就找到毕生所爱的朋友吗？你是如何渴望类似的东西但看似没有恰当的话语或行为来吸引特定的人？你现在就是这样。你想要成为知道自己是谁、自己想要什么、如何得到它的人
Just as was true for you as a young teen, you are betwixt and between. Not old enough to interact maturely. And not young enough to continue your childish interests. It is a lonely time.
就像当你是青少年时的那样，你模棱两可。不够大（年龄上）去进行成熟的交互。不够年轻去继续你孩子气的兴趣。这是 一个孤独的时间
Those you interact with now mostly feel too young Universally or too boring in an earthly fashion.
你现在交互的人大多数感觉起来太年轻或太无聊
Unlike your teen years, this phase will not last for years or even months. Just allow yourself to be. Do not worry about your age or the possibility of what could or should happen. Allow yourself to flow into yourself.
不像你的青少年时期，这个阶段不会持续几年或几个月。只是允许自己成为（自己所是）。不要担忧你的年龄或什么可能会发生或应该会发生。让自己流入自己
The difference between now and your toddler years is you understand where you wish to be and why it has not yet happened. The confusion of your early 3D or teen years is now augmented by an intellectual overview of your next phase. You know your life cannot continue as it is, for such is not a life of joy and sparkles but a life of longing for what is yet to be.
现在和你孩童时期的差别就是你明白你希望前往哪里以及为什么它还未发生。你早期的3D时期或青少年时期的困惑被“对你下一个阶段智力上的概述”扩大。你知道你的生活不能继续这样下去，因为这不是一个喜悦、生气勃勃的生活，而是一个渴望还未到来之物的生活
This maturing stage is short-lived. Allow yourself to accept that as you clarify who you are and where you will be. So be it. Amen.
这个成熟阶段是短暂的。让自己接纳接纳这一点，随着你明确你是谁以及你会前往哪里。就是如此

原文：https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/
日期：2022年8月2日
来自：Brenda Hoffman
译者：NickChan